Chakkani Aman

 Hi Aman, How are you ? been long time I was little lost and caught up with the job and trainings. Christmas time I wish if I can send you some gift over. Dear son I have lost hope that we can ever make it. But, its ok everything withers with the time and I am just a part of the nature. I am about to wither with the time. I had a very lonely life I tired my best to patch with with your mom she refused. I did fell on her feet she only denied and blamed me saying I am acting.  Its ok I leave it to the time. The more she tries to make me stay away from you the more she will ruining her life. She needs to pay back.  Now it time live apart. Aman if any one including your mom says I was irresponsible towards you it is VIG FAT LIE. I always loved you and they played with me cause I am very sensitive about you..... Some day try to get your answers from your mom...... Why did Dad go away like ???????????? I love you and love you soo much... Dad's favourite

 Daddy's best, I miss you boy I wanted to get some good stuff from America but I do not know your size I am sure you must be a grown-up kid with lots of energy. I am hoping I will meet you during this trip. I hope your mom won't be messy to let my son meet me. I am getting used to living a life like this with one change - that is remembering you. Kukka pilla chakkani babu aman... BOY see you see cannot hold on to the excitement for lond. Let s go out and eat some good food and have loads of fun. When I meet you.... UMMMMMAHHHHH Aman babu

 Hi Aman, I know you will get raised in a restricted environment cause of the complexity our family going through. Social status and society is something you will not get exposed cause of inferiority. It takes a lot of guts to be strong and shake off everything to be involved in society. Nobody is so perfect. I am sure this must be a haunting question. Where is your dad? And what does he do? Why your mom and dad got .....??? These questions should not stop you from being who you are. Face it cause it is reality. And you have to live with it all through your life.  Why not be bold and straight. You have JESUS with you no one wicked thing can ever prosper against you. When you get to hear bad about me do not worry I am a little bit of both. Nobody is perfect. No matter what every person around you says bad about me. Just dismiss those people cause I always loved you and will love you. There is so much I wanted to do and my pursuit will succeed someday. My son do not fight with a...

 My son read this verse untill you understand it. It is very catchy and intense,

 Dear Chakkani, you know how much I love you. There is no doubt about it. There is something really important I wanted to tell you. I have graduated to the next level in my faith and relationship with God. It all happened after speaking to a friend of mine who is a good believer ( Not like that Christians who say we follow christ and they can never forgive.) The best part was I started feeling a lot of peace and it is wonderful. I am going to hold on to it forever. I do not want to abuse this feeling. You must have figured out why me trying to tell you this? Cause I guess you need to start building a good relationship with God. God will only see how honest you are? Forget about me and your mom we are two hopeless and could not think of the consequences you would go through. But you really need God my son. When you wake up, you would first kneel down and pray. I do not say by praying you will not have any problems, you will have but there is hope and joy in it. Trust me your tough s...