Chakkani Aman

 Hi Aman, I know you will get raised in a restricted environment cause of the complexity our family going through. Social status and society is something you will not get exposed cause of inferiority. It takes a lot of guts to be strong and shake off everything to be involved in society. Nobody is so perfect. I am sure this must be a haunting question. Where is your dad? And what does he do? Why your mom and dad got .....??? These questions should not stop you from being who you are. Face it cause it is reality. And you have to live with it all through your life.  Why not be bold and straight. You have JESUS with you no one wicked thing can ever prosper against you. When you get to hear bad about me do not worry I am a little bit of both. Nobody is perfect. No matter what every person around you says bad about me. Just dismiss those people cause I always loved you and will love you. There is so much I wanted to do and my pursuit will succeed someday. My son do not fight with a...

 My son read this verse untill you understand it. It is very catchy and intense,

 Dear Chakkani, you know how much I love you. There is no doubt about it. There is something really important I wanted to tell you. I have graduated to the next level in my faith and relationship with God. It all happened after speaking to a friend of mine who is a good believer ( Not like that Christians who say we follow christ and they can never forgive.) The best part was I started feeling a lot of peace and it is wonderful. I am going to hold on to it forever. I do not want to abuse this feeling. You must have figured out why me trying to tell you this? Cause I guess you need to start building a good relationship with God. God will only see how honest you are? Forget about me and your mom we are two hopeless and could not think of the consequences you would go through. But you really need God my son. When you wake up, you would first kneel down and pray. I do not say by praying you will not have any problems, you will have but there is hope and joy in it. Trust me your tough s...

 

 My Dear Chakkani Aman, Merry Christmas thalli. I miss you so much. I know it is the Christmas season we are supposed to be celebrated together. But it's ok ever is happening is so unfair. Your mom and I will never make it together. I tried through many sources but she is so adamant she will never understand it. just leave it. someday we all will reap the consequences of our decisions. I am very happy here getting used to living without you and your mother. more than your mother my love for you will never fade or die.  Son, I moved on and I have no space for anyone except you. These days I am enjoying myself a lot. I realized after a long time I should also live my life. I will leave something for you someday which is going to be huge. It's okay there is no space for your mom in my heart anymore. I tried my best and she will never change. It was ttoo late for me to expect the change it has been 2019 I did wait and waited, nothing is going to happen and she lost her space. I de...

 Dear chakkani Aman babu, How are you? Christmas is close by I am feeling homesick. When I say homesick I have none out there. only you I wish I could have been around to take you out shopping. It could have been this way we both might have traveled to my mom's place where you can meet all loving people. For you, it is going to be a lonely Christmas cause you barely have anyone to celebrate with. Never stop praying cause God is wonderful. People may hide you from social life and happening. Some day things will burst the truth will be visible. Christmas is once a year. Do not get stuck with the wrong people try to invite your couple of friends feed them and play. Let them know you are very happy to share Christmas with them. Do not get struck !!!!! I wish if I could have known your address to send something as a Christmas gift.  When you read this you can reply through comments where you are.....I will swoon down to meet you. Oh ! I foggot to tell you I decided to move on. I gu...