Chakkani Aman

 Dear Aman, Today is my birthday. I miss you and your mom. And I tried my best to join but had no luck. Its ok my son God will fill the gap of sorrow with joy some day. I have seen your pic and wondered that you have grown up - wooow I am trying my best leaning on God for the family reunion. I dont find any way which can change the situations but still Hope is above all and the greatest soother of my heart.  I am glad the memories I have will keep me burning till the end of my life. This life I messed up and messed up by the people. What can I do ? I wish I could have had my old behavior where I was never afraid of anything. I could take a wrong turn to get you back but it will your mom. Which is a potential loss for you. So I am never gonna do it. Period So I wish if you could have hugged me and hugged me to wish - DADDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. If I make it till my next birth day will hope for it. If I cannot - Sorry my son.... Remember this for ever - You are always my favorite - An...

HI Aman, My birthday is just few days away. I wish if you can be with me. May be we can have fund and food together. It might be the last birthday of my life. Things will never be the same. you are a strong victim of EGOS. what ever it is - it is. so learn to be strong . Stop playing on your TAB and see and look around the kids of your age. Learn to match with the time.  I know your life will like a snail in the shell, break it and live a connected life. I wish if you can call me on my birthday.  Lets see how things will go - If God is willing i will take you out. My time has come - son learn to live and you may not have me. Cause I don't think I can make it. remember this you are always my favorite thing and I always remember you. Truth is always a truth - It will find its way to open up itself - Someday you will get to know everything - You will be set free...