Today my birthday

 Dear Aman,

Today is my birthday. I miss you and your mom. And I tried my best to join but had no luck.

Its ok my son God will fill the gap of sorrow with joy some day.

I have seen your pic and wondered that you have grown up - wooow

I am trying my best leaning on God for the family reunion. I dont find any way which can change the situations but still

Hope is above all and the greatest soother of my heart. 

I am glad the memories I have will keep me burning till the end of my life.

This life I messed up and messed up by the people.

What can I do ? I wish I could have had my old behavior where I was never afraid of anything.

I could take a wrong turn to get you back but it will your mom. Which is a potential loss for you.

So I am never gonna do it. Period

So I wish if you could have hugged me and hugged me to wish - DADDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

If I make it till my next birth day will hope for it.

If I cannot - Sorry my son....

Remember this for ever - You are always my favorite - And the best.

Chakkani Aman is the BEST - HEHEHE  

In my next post I would like to talk more about the marriage and How to choose a women who can be with you.

Hint : Find a women is spiritual - not just acting up as a believer.

You will find many who do not mean the marriage promise.

So daddy has a celebration - with out you

VERY SAD AA


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