Chakkani Aman

 When I was so hurt - Go spoke to me through this verse . Bible says : romans 2:1-3 1  You, therefore, have no excuse, you who pass judgment on someone else , for at whatever point you judge another, you are condemning yourself, because you who pass judgment do the same things.  2  Now we know that God’s judgment against those who do such things is based on truth.  ( Be careful) Do you wanna know out come ? Psalm 37 Of David. [1] 1 Do not fret because of evil men or be envious of those who do wrong; 2 for like the grass they will soon wither , like green plants they will soon die away. I trust in the lord 3 Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. 4 Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. So you messed up the father agony and cause of you a  child has become fatherless. Soon you will perish like a grass.....amen...amen....amen God is on rage.....you will be facing the consequences......

 Dear lord My life is into ashes cause of some one betrayal and advise.  Do you hear me lord. I lost my love of life. They played a game. What are you waiting for ? I heard  If cat can see in the night - God can see day and night.  What have you seen ? Where is the justice? My son has become an orphan. They made a 8 year olf child an orphan. You are blind enough and uncompassionate. How can you let this happen to Aman. Who is so innocent and 8 years old. Let the death shadow sweep the culprits. I believe in Gods law than the humans. I need justice lord. I have no body and i cannot fight. Now you fight on my behalf. Take my life instead of me going through all the pain. If loving my son is crime - you are a criminal. Why did you bring Aman to this world to suffer ? What has he done ? Please lord my heart and love is wounded. Let them have their lesson please  Who are they to judge with out knowing the truth. In the name of faithful God Jesus I curse them. You put...

 Chakkani Aman, Who ever it is for what ever the reason .knowing or unknowingly who ever has been the reason and involved to separate you from me. Has blood stains on their hands. It stinks my son. Someday it will become a nightmare for them.  They will loose peace and sleep. Cause what ever happened to me is immeasurable pain. Let the curse go on their families  and to their loved one Let there be a mourn and pain filled nights in their life. Dear lord can you hear me. My life is in a deep pain cause of some ones advise. Do you hear me ? How can you let them sleep lord. What have i done to them. I never did any harm to them why me? Why not a death shadow on the families. You have asked me to trust you.  Where is the outcome ? They murdered my family life and  they are happy ? Who are these people to judge my life ? What do they know about me ? Where are you my lord ? My tears rolling on cheeks and asking you ? Why did you let them to murder my family ? O lord...

 Chakkani Aman, Why are you crushed beta. I wish you could have born to someone else. Not to deepthi who is not a wife material. If you could have born to some one. You could have had parents love. And your sister karunika too.  Karunika lost her father cause of your mom EGO. Now your turn. How many lives Deepthi will destroy. A good mother will live for kids sake. But your mother lived for her attitude and EGO. your life will be tough cause any child does not have father goes through a lot Like karunika - chinni your step sister.. Chakkani what a big problem you are strcuk with.  Sorry ra... Some women like your mother are cursed and any one connected to her will have a death.  Her father passed away due to your motber EGO. God is still watching.  You will have a tough life pray...pray..pray. SMITHA I.O.B SENIOR MANAGER has a contribution for our family wreck. Some day i am praying to god she will go through the same. She will also loose her chikdren and husban...

 Chakkani, Whoever has contributed me to separate from is NO MORE... The only SMITHA left...Soon God's wrath hovers her family. Husband, children parents. If she will not get her lesson. Maybe someday God must Apologise to me. Cause he promised our reunion of the family. She is the last in array. I feel so much pain in my heart. You stepped into the Police station - which is hard to Digest. The culprit behind is SMITHA JHA I.O.B senior manager. God did give her a chance to reunite - cause I want to be with you. She destroyed. Someday she will be destroyed. cause life is all about WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND. she will be the victim of God's wrath. She never ever tried to take a chance to talk to me and know things from either side to JUDGE. She destroyed a family.  Wish if God can teach her a lesson tonight. It's all over your mother EGO has ruined lives  CHINNA HER FATHER AMAN ME ......... She could have had a little thought about you, she would have not done that. Nob...

 Son, Your mom was under the influence of this lady. She encouraged her to go to the police station and compelling force behind our family wreck. Soon she will face the wrath of God. Since I have been fasting and praying she will see Jesus destroying her family - It is in the Bible. In Jesus name someday God will take the revenge of a father - Amen She will be destroyed soon...Amen...amen...amen This woman SMITHA JHA she is not wise she only heard the one-sided version of your mom.  If she could have been wise she could have approached me to know the other end, She has children too. Some day She will lose her husband or kids - It's my pain she will understand. She will be tested and punished for all the sin she has done. Anyone who has separated me from you will meet the consequences which is obviously death.  Death is around the door of SMITHA'S house.  You know how powerful our God is ? You will get to hear about it. She must go through the same pain like I am goin...

 Chakkani, The Bible says " Heaven and earth shall pass away, But my words shall not". He promised me someday we will be together as a family. I had anger issues and I was never aware of it. Your mom used to say all the time. You haven't changed and I used to get very annoyed and argue with her. Ever since I have accepted God as my savior.  I came to know the change she was anticipating from me. Now I am a changed man. Spend most of the time reading the bible and praying for our reunion. My son my life is like a JOB a character from Bible more or less...... But I have learned to be faithful and would like to continue it to the end. Some day... let me tell you how hope works? Like the David and Goliath -- Noad ( all the characters are form Bible). So  let's wait  Amen...amen..amen

 

 

Deepthi.. I call her Deepulu. The stunning beauty, I still remember the day when I met her for the first time. We did talk to each other for months and planned to take the relationship to the next level. One fine day I have decided to travel to her place (Chennai) where she was working. I had to travel from my native to her place. It was like an overnight journey.  Honestly, I could sleep that night cause excitement was overtaking me.  Finally, I was landed thought your mom would come and pick me up? But no. We were happened to meet in a mall. She was on the stairs sitting like an innocent woman. I was checking all around I said to myself "I wish the lady sitting on stairs could be Deepthi". I pulled my phone out of pocket and called her. On the other side, I was checking on the lady sitting on the stairs.  She picked the call and started walking towards me. Gosh! God has heard the wish. It was your mom. She was blushing - me kind of shy and extremely excited.  It wa...

  I know CHAKKANI you had a rough childhood and our separation must have impacted you. But let me tell you the story. MARRIAGE is beautiful you will find someone to be with you to love, care for, and share. Do not look at ME or YOUR MOM cause we got it screwed cause of other people's involvement. Our super immaturity has lead us to fail, Unfortunately well educated 2 SHITS - 😃 Whatever it is you need to get over this devouring thought. God will give you the best wife. There are 3 things to know GOOD, BETTER & BEST.  BEST is always from GOD. wait for your time. believe God has created someone for you and you will find your PRINCESS  don't be hasty. Something that I can never forget about your mom is - she did jump out of a running train for me IT IS TRUE. when I think about all this I feel I screwed myself. there are so many things that make me wait for you mom. SHE IS WORTH WAITING - HEHEH. so back to marriage let me know when you fall in love I would like to see you...

 

 Hi Aman, The biggest struggle I have ever given to you is under your mom and my issues. You really got crushed. Somewhere some one echoed that ''LOVE CAN BUILD A BRIDGE''.  I am still hanging on to it. I will try to win your mom until my last breath. My son, honestly I am a drunkard or Wommenaire or Gambler. There might be something more than this or Your mom is blind enough to understand me. Whatever it is Aman. We both will regret and pay for whatever we have been doing to you. Knowing that you are a sweet child and do not deserve all this - EGOS are like wildfire- currently, you are under the impact of it, Sometimes I feel like committing suicide but it would be another foolish act to leave you to the future. Which I don't want to do. God has a plan. I can understand your pain of losing your THATA when I have visited you I could see that but your mom is so adamant she will never understand. She has nothing to lose she has lost everything. the only thing that she...

 I miss you, Aman. you are my best friend forever - BFF

 This video was shot when we were in Jal Vayu towers - Lower tank bund. The boy one right next to you is Cheeku - Used to be your good friend

This is my all-time favourite video. when your mother was our for office we used to play games like this  

  This is how we used to be. Happy family You know what Aman? Every weekend soon after my work I always feel, I wish if I sneak onto your bed when you are asleep.  And say, Hey Aman! good morning. And I know you will throw your hands around my neck and says DADDIEEEES. which I miss a lot. I don't know why when you are around, everything shines and looks so bright of course, happy. You know what? it has been almost 2 long years since your mom shunned me out of the gates. I could have stayed back but I don't want any mess. thought someday God will make up the things streight. And I have a promise from God. Some day. I always plan to spend on our weekends Of course you Mama will always be a part of it and fundraiser - LOL . There is so much I feel for you it's hard to express cause it is love,  my son. It's so hard cause it is beyond the words. I miss your cheeks and tender Hands.  Hold on things gonna be fine. Cause your mom is not so faint-hearted. when you were 3-5 y...

 

 Chakkani, How are you? I started thinking more about you these days. you must have grown up. Boy. I have no source to reach you. if I call on your mother's  mobile she will never answer my calls. Bidda, your life may have a lot of struggles but I will be praying for you. I don't know why cause of me and your mom you are suffering. this is our family. they love you so much. If anything goes wrong you can go and meet them. They will be treating you like a prince. I always wanted you to meet my family side - who are very partying, caring & sharing.  Don't worry you still have them and the same blood you have - flow in them too. so why worry?

 Dear son Aman, when people say that I was selfish and I went on to pursue my dream. Never ever believe that cause I had few years left and wanted to go ahead of time to win things for you.  ever since I walked out of hospital I felt like it was my last chance that life has given me. So I have strongly decided to do something big and ever for you. I felt like going back to America and start a company for you. And I named the company CAREER HAMSTER - it is based out in Savannah, GA. I worked hard to pool some money and worked overtime to build the company. I did not go to America for enjoyment or for my own weird thoughts. Everything was going the way I wanted for you. on the other side, I was losing your mom which I could not realize cause I had immense trust in your mom that she would be ok once I come back. But I was wrong cause she was inflicted with enough poison. they manipulated her mind to be rude and cruel. I came back to India and wanted to start the branch of it. I s...

This is something that I can never ever forget. When you were born you were like a little duckwith out furr - LOL. well, So cute bearly opening eyes, and wanted to sleep most of the time.  when you are up we could easily know the cause - It was like calling bell - Little cry. And we used to do whatever is possible to make you smile. I still remember fresh. your MOM used to say BOOW. I really don't know what you might have understood - But all the cry used to disappear to nowhere. And when I offer my finders to hold. You only know one thing was to keep it in your mouth. And I used to tickle you with the same finger- so that you may not get offended. And the smile you have is like... thousand doves - brighter than the moon. So uncorrupted and beautiful. I felt like even the heavens can melt. It was never so easy to miss you. cause You the only best thing that ever happens to me. And I LOVED IT, LOVE IT. Have faith my son - God is on your side. If I be here I will be taking care of yo...

 My dear Aman (Chakkani) I miss you every day of my life. I wish I can be around you to take care of this perilous time. You are too young to understand the world and the situations we are going through. I really don't know I can make it or not. IF I make it we will have a good time. Where we can swim together and play together. Of course, eat together. Life without you has always been incomplete cause you the only best thing I ever had. And people did steal you away from. I could not do anything cause I am not like them. They knew that you are my everything and tried a lot of weird things. Still, nothing could impact me cause - I started depending on God. God has been so good and he has been protecting me and you from every weird people around. People whoever is around you are the people who took away you from me. But still, be kind to them. All I could smell was dirty out of them. I know someday this little effort to reach you will bear its fruit. Cause God is so good to you ...