blood stains on your family

 Chakkani Aman,

Who ever it is for what ever the reason .knowing or unknowingly who ever has been the reason and involved to separate you from me. Has blood stains on their hands. It stinks my son. Someday it will become a nightmare for them.  They will loose peace and sleep.

Cause what ever happened to me is immeasurable pain.

Let the curse go on their families  and to their loved one

Let there be a mourn and pain filled nights in their life.

Dear lord can you hear me. My life is in a deep pain cause of some ones advise.

Do you hear me ? How can you let them sleep lord. What have i done to them.

I never did any harm to them why me?

Why not a death shadow on the families.

You have asked me to trust you. 

Where is the outcome ?

They murdered my family life and  they are happy ?

Who are these people to judge my life ?

What do they know about me ?

Where are you my lord ?

My tears rolling on cheeks and asking you ?

Why did you let them to murder my family ?

O lord 

I stretch my hand for justice.

Please 

Why dont you take my life.

Call me your home....please

They have taken my love ....

My only son from me...

Please lord send the death shadows 

I am mouring in deep pain...

Lord

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