Love can build a BRIDGE

 Hi Aman,

The biggest struggle I have ever given to you is under your mom and my issues. You really got crushed. Somewhere some one echoed that ''LOVE CAN BUILD A BRIDGE''. 

I am still hanging on to it. I will try to win your mom until my last breath. My son, honestly I am a drunkard or Wommenaire or Gambler.

There might be something more than this or Your mom is blind enough to understand me. Whatever it is Aman. We both will regret and pay for whatever we have been doing to you. Knowing that you are a sweet child and do not deserve all this - EGOS are like wildfire- currently, you are under the impact of it,

Sometimes I feel like committing suicide but it would be another foolish act to leave you to the future. Which I don't want to do. God has a plan.

I can understand your pain of losing your THATA when I have visited you I could see that but your mom is so adamant she will never understand. She has nothing to lose she has lost everything. the only thing that she has is you.

And I don't want to steal you from her. Cause she will be baseless and on top of it I am not like your mom. Whatever my mistake IS?WAS   I have asked your mom to forgive me AND CONFESSED TO GOD.

but ........

I hope someday this will unclutter your mind and gives you hope. You can always reach me 


My Son I love you and MISS YOU SOOO MUCH

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