It is hard chakkani thalli....

 Chakkani thalli Aman

Dear thalli I spent a lot of time praying today. Last week was sad and mourning in my life.

I could not bear the thought How your mom...My darling was provoked to get me police station.

Whatever it is our God is mightier than Smith IOB. 

We learned to live by faith and hope. I am still hanging on to it.

Someday your mom will be in her mind to think about the truth.

I still love your mom and I still have faith we will be a family......Someday


My son learns to pray it sounds easy but when you are on edge or time has pushed you to the edge.  PRAY

you will be saved. 

I still miss your cheeks and hugs.

No words can ever express my love for you.

I have decided to do Ministry on my weeks ends.

If I do God's work he will do his will   --- Vive versa.

Don't ever undergo someone's influence - Like your mom was under the Influence of SMITHA  I.O.B

When you meet her I want you to ask this.....

Is there anyone perfect? Including her Husabad ? and Her?

How could she recommend some to go to the police station or Divorce?

She is the culprit ---- As a Christian we will forgive her.

Still, my heart is mourning.....deep in the pan.


It is hard chakkani thalli....






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