I am your DAD you don't have to be afraid.

 Dear Aman,

When I am happened sit at the back of chair in church I could not digest the truth that you are so grown up.

I was only checking on your cute fingers which I miss a lot. When you were a months old boy you were always surprised with little MOSTACHE & BEARD I had. It was so irritating when I want to kiss you and I mostly try to get rid of it. 

The same AMAN now is grown up and Ignoring. Its ok chakkani. I know, you have cause you are just a victim.

Let it be. You have got only one life. Do what ever makes you happy. I have nothing to loose....I have lost everything. But there isn't a day I let it go with out your remembrance. 

I always think I could not give you anything as a memory for future. Cause I was never around - I wish I can take you to a nice hotel - shopping - games. 

This blog is my memory and what I think about you and the situations I am going through.

I checked your your foot ware - Very bad. Wear some good shoes son. I went to shopping and I found a nice winter jacket which I really wanted to buy but .....

What else ? Do what ever your heart says - If you feel like talking to me when I meet you - You should do it. Else it will lead to something - Mom and Me we are absolutely fine. There is nothing such as anyone thinks.

We are fine. So do not consider those silly things....

Chakkani I love....

This is the only memory which I can give.....

Say my LOVE to your MOM - my Favorite (Your Mom Deepthi Nathala)

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